OMG, I am such a retarded loser. My timing couldn't have been worse. I feel like shit. And the best part is, well there is no best part. There's only crappy parts, some are gristly, some are chewy, some are stinky.
Seriously. I don't mean to insult retarded folks, who are probably way smarter than me at this moment. What was I thinking? Why did I send a letter like that? Why did I even think it?
She didn't get too upset or angry or anything like that, but it arrived 2 hrs after her dissolution of marriage thing or whatever, which as you all know is PRIME TIME to be laying out your feelins and jotting down quirky love notes to someone who thought they were your friend.
God I'm so stupid. Someone save me from myself. Oops, too late. The Idiot Dirty Bomb went off, and now I'm infecting everyone. Check your skin for blotches and if your tongue tastes like battery acid, chances are you are collateral damage.
Damnit. I love her and instead of helping her, i pull some stupid stuntish thing. Gosh! Idiot!
But I love her.
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